Answerless questions

i wish i could read her mind,
i wish i could tell those thoughts,
i wish i could see past her sorrow gaze,
for her stare tears me up,
left to wonder what she really thinks,
for though my heart cold it be,
from a far a warmth it does feel,
a heat i can't describe,
scary it be,
such a love again to lose,
but why then this way life be,
that they that be loved know nothing about love?
why such weirdness a world should have,
that two,
opposite forever are?
is it the way of love,
is it the way of nature,
can one be taught,
can one swing off such a way,
why can't it be any easy bid,
that when loved then heart back loves,
wouldn't it many a down pour save,
wouldn't it many dreams build,
wouldn't it many a soul save,
if it were wouldn't it do,
but if it can't then,
why an understanding not create,
of difference we walk with,
what pleasure would it create,
what music would it play,
oh what a many monster it would humble,
what a many rocks would it soften,
but adages go that i was so to be,
a way of creation none can fix,
toads be ugly and frogs atleast
sun for the day and moon for the night
far a warmth it does feel,
a heat i can't describe,
scary it be,
such a love again to lose,
but why then this way life be,
that they that be loved know nothing about love?
why such weirdness a world should have,
that two,
opposite forever are?
is it the way of love,
is it the way of nature,
can one be taught,
can one swing off such a way,
why can't it be any easy bid,
that when loved then heart back loves,
wouldn't it many a down pour save,
wouldn't it many dreams build,
wouldn't it many a soul save,
if it were wouldn't it do,
but if it can't then,
why an understanding not create,
of difference we walk with,
what pleasure would it create,
what music would it play,
oh what a many monster it would humble,
what a many rocks would it soften,
but adages go that i was so to be,
a way of creation none can fix,
toads be ugly and frogs atleast
sun for the day and moon for the night