Shame that i want you back...

Sandra Gabby It's such a shame
that i still want you back,even
after you broke my heart and
shuttered my trust. Even when i
told you i loved you still turned
your back on me,
you didn't even turn around,
no,you didn't even bother,
i just stood there,
with many answered questions
racing through my mind,
asking what i ever did to you to
deserve that kind of treatment,
asking why you would trash me
when i adored you like a god,
wondering when you turned into
a heartless beast,
and how we ever got to that
point of you not loving me any
more!
And now here you are,swallowing
your pride,
saying that you want me back,
i don't know if it's an answer to
my prayers,
or a curse in disguise.
I don't know what to believe
anymore,
you hurt me once,real bad,
you wouldn't hesitate a twice,
never seen you cry before,but for
a reason your tears don't make a
differnce, they won't heal my
wounds or remove the scars,
they won't unbreak my heart or
uncry my tears.
And don't ask me what you did,
i saw you with her,
and that wasn't just a friendly
kiss,every one could see the
chemistry between the two of
you, i tried to act like i didn't see
it,
but it kept haunting me.
My friends,they told me about
it,but i didn't believe them,
until i saw you...
And yes i love you,
but im not sure i can trust you to
fix the heart that you broke...


©Sandra Gabby