hope?

My entire being cries out
helplessly,
for mercy, relief from heartache.
No
one hears me, no
one sees me.
I'm invisible and so is my pain.
All my emotions swelling up inside
me,
Rising to the top, read to explode.
It's no use so just push them back
down.
Further and further untill i'm
destroyed.
With no room for hope in my
shattered heart,
there is no room for
disappiontment to follow.
Stuck in this endless ocean of
terror,
I will drown and vanish into the
depths
bottomless pit.
Put me out of my misery, death
calls to me
Like fire calls a moth to its
burning desolve.
look up in the sky with defeat
and give in
a battle already won.
Hope is a sign of misery.