believe?????

I’ve been told seeing is believing
So how can I believe it is air that
I am breathing?
How can I believe that it is love I
am feeling?
Or that my life is controlled by a
greater being?
Maybe we need to sit down
Take a deep breath in air that
we don’t believe in
Ponder on our non existent
thoughts
Wonder on our imaginary faith
Is it safe to think that my life is in
my hands?
Or that a greater being exists
holding the strings of this puppet
But I don’t see any strings
So my life is in my hands
But what if those strings were
tied around my hands
Placed behind my back where I
can’t see
Then where is my life going to be
placed?
Matter of fact I can’t see my life
This theory is starting to confuse
me
Maybe I need to stand up
because this seat is driving me
crazy
My mind is gone
But how can it be?
That I can feel such emotions
but I can’t see?
Maybe I’ve been taking this
theory far too seriously
Maybe this theory is just utter
bullshit
Devised to confuse and make me
refuse to believe
Devised to make me lose faith in
a greater being
So maybe I’ll disregard this
theory
Believe what I choose to believe
Not listen to all of the crap that I
seem to hear
Because it could be the devil
whispering in my ear